Too fair the thoughts of forever
When given just today.
The day from night. The light does not stop the pain - only shines a brighter flash on raw flesh & torn open heart.
To "lose" a child implies they will be found. She is only found in my memories. My heart. My Child...born from me, my flesh! My blood. My heart. My Heart!
I cannot bear this grief. This longing. The desire. If only I could will her back.
She can't be gone.
She is Gone. 05/19/2020