It’s barely Wednesday

and I’m wide awake
Maybe not wide
But too awake to sleep.

The questions…

Did she know? Did she know she was dying?

What were her last thoughts
…as she got out of bed?
Was she not wide awake also
…as she went out to her porch?

Was it midnight? 0230? 0430?

What time was her last breath?

This erratic sleep is killing me
Bit not like it killed her. 04/28/2021

Published by Kate B

I am trying to integrate my loss with life...

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