Looking over the edge of the Grief Abyss, I am suffocating under a curtain of emotions. I lose focus and slide into the fray. My breathing and heart rate increase and I start to shake as the feelings wash over me. Pulling me into and under, surrounded by a swirling darkness, I let go. IContinue reading ““Glancing””


“Later doesn’t always come” those words struck me todayDrivingHome from workSitting in LA trafficUnder a graying sky. Would you be? Could you be? Alive in another place? Will I see you later? Because our “later” here will never comeand I grieve that. Hard. There’s no tomorrow for us No “I’ll talk to you later” NoContinue reading “Never”


Today is about my daughter“Untitled” by The CureBluetooth connection to my childOur connection of music I have to hurt to write Robert Smith is reigning King of my Pain with Tim Burton a close second. Stefanie was Emo in the 00’s then maybe Goth (we were estranged; my heart just breaks over that lost time)Continue reading “Tied”